I never could understand the way I was so called threatened and pushed and forced into things I could not imagine.  As if there should be rules to being who you are.    I have always been in pageants since I was a little girl but I was also played with the boys like climbing trees,  and starting my own lemonade stand.  I loved sports and I loved learning business. Yet I also had to be a lady and do my girl scouts and community work. I longed for knowing how to feel the empowerment of how to run a business.  When my father started in business where he owned a small apartment renting out to his Dairy Queen. 

I loved to learn business but was never taught.  I would sneak a peak and watch and try and learn on my own how business was ran how inventory.   Then it came in college when I bartended never a waitress never a secretary.  I didn't know that stuff.   My mother raised me to be strong be out there speak and deal with the public.  Yet I was so shy and nervous around people yet I always drew a crowd.   I really am thankful for the things I learned in personal growth to later experience hardship and how it is when you don't have much to try and create and manifest your lifestyle while fighting to pay bills.   Yet I was so tired of constantly being presented with you can't do anything unless with a man.  I was tired of the proposals and to be seen as if I never had the empowerment.    To deal with bullies.  To learn hardball and boy there is some hard ball especially when it comes to money.   I don't feel it is bad and it should never be where a pageant queen shouldn't have the chance to be just as powerful as a corporate tycoon.  

I love the feeling knowing that I can buy what I want and yet why should a pageant queen be humble to where we want just as much and should to buy and yet we should hope and kiss butt to a man who clearly is something to where I should be able to get it myself.  And to be able to grow as in and win as I did in fitness and health but also in money.       Mastering personal growth breaking the pattern of where you are to be seen and not heard.  I say rewrite.  This is a new age universal way and women are wanting more.....

To be able to give a break where Bill Gates is Betty Crocker......haha!    Well I am not into cooking but I sure like to have a chef... Personal Growth is how you achieve and learn what you have been through to be able to take risks and break those patterns and break the walls one by one.