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Remembering Your Programmed Perfection
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Charyn Gant
Charyn Gant, The Conscious Awakening Coach, is a Certified Life Awareness Coach & Spiritual Healing Practitioner with an extensive background in Complementary & Alternative Healing. Her signature coaching program "Awakening From Constrictive Living: Choosing Soul Alignment for a Soul-Centered Life" is designed to awaken women to ways they may be sabotaging their lives with subconscious beliefs & mindsets, through alignment with their highest soul potential. 
By Charyn Gant
Published on 12/5/2008
 
For women, life can be one curve ball after another, effectively eroding our intuition and connection to our Soul and The Great Mother. Remembering that you have an inherent Divine Blueprint to lead you back to your authentic self.

Remembering Your "Programmed" Perfection: A Woman's Spiraling Journey in Returning to

We are inherently programmed with a blueprint for perfection. As women, we are organically infused with the expansive qualities of The Divine Great Mother: compassion, centeredness, and that dark watery element of intuition and emotion. This program never needs to be upgraded – it is infinite and eternal. It is YOU.

However, most of us operate from two different programs - our Divine program and our personality/ego program, the one we picked up through our socialization process. The Divine program is whole, complete, and contains no viruses. It is automatically aligned to our Source, requires no manuals or You Tube videos for operation, and best of all: it’s free.

Our personality, on the other hand, is full of "programs" we’ve added over the years: patches, attempted upgrades (which don't really work) and unwanted viruses - which masquerade as self-criticism and feelings of guilt, shame and victim hood regarding decisions, choices and situations we’ve found ourselves in over the years. They also include beliefs and mindsets we may have unknowingly picked up along the way and are subconsciously wrecking havoc with our lives.

During those periods when it all seems too much, we try desperately to delete these viruses and other programs only to be left with components that remain and cannot be removed, which ultimately end up affecting us in some adverse way. Painful memories and subconscious thoughts may further diminish the belief in our own personal power and our ability to affect the world around us, including our own, in some positive way.

Self-help books, tapes, classes, and workshops; mentors, friends, and family "suggestions" become commonly uploaded programs until we get to a point where our own inner voices have become gagged, muffled and silenced. We are unable to trust our organically grown intuitive impulses and soul-guided messages, believing them to be "illogical" and "irrational". It is far easier to intellectualize what is happening to us than to feel the emotional nature that is a part of who we are. We may cease believing in ourselves and the world shines less because of it.

As women, many of us tend to disconnect from our original Divine Feminine programming through avenues of traumatic experiences, role changes, chronic stress, meltdowns and breakdowns. We may have gotten to the point where we have unknowingly (or knowingly) turned our backs on our Divine programming and may even believe that we are unable to regain that place of feminine centeredness and groundedness; that place where the world can swirl around us in madness and not touch our center of calm.

Choosing to reset to our original Divine Feminine Programming is about wiping your "hardrive" clean and selecting to re-establish the connection between you and your infinite self, your originally formatted Divine blueprint. When you consciously choose to reset yourself to that original blueprint, every cell and atom in your body gets activated with the same message: "Return to Perfection. Return to YourSelf".

Yet to do this we must choose another way to live, not just survive from one day to the next. This means taking the time to find one’s own flow and rhythm – the one that keeps time with the spiraling cycles of the natural world and the universe instead of the psychotic speed and pace of society. This means taking a deep look at the foundation of your life and risk finding that in its current format, it is unable to support you on any level and must be razed to the ground and rebuilt. When performing an internal inventory, you may find that subconscious thoughts and beliefs you once believed benefited you have sabotaged your life, leading you in directions that may have not been for your highest and greatest good.

Does this mean your life up to this point has been a complete waste of time? Absolutely not, for without those "side road" journeys you may not have gained the level of wisdom you carry within you right now. No journey is ever futile, although it may be unnecessary. Regardless, there is always something to be gained.

Being able to look back at your life, without resentment, anger and grief, owning that all of it has brought you to this point is the first step in returning to your blueprint of Divine Perfection – those Divine qualities of The Great Mother, the first being Compassion, for yourself and others. Having Gratitude for all that you have endured may not be an easy task yet it is a necessary one for personal evolvement and growth.

Choosing to be Awake and Aware of how you move through the world instead of sleepwalking says that you take full responsibility and accountability for where you end up in life, instead of blaming circumstances and acting in the role of victim. If you are feeling powerless it means you have disconnected from Source and you are in need of realigning with your Soul and The Great Mother.

No woman is ever turned away from The Great Mother when she truly seeks to reconnect and remember her Divinity and Power. All that is needed for the journey ahead is an open heart, self-forgiveness, your willingness to release expectations and unspoken trust in the Mystery to guide you home.